But then right.. I dunno lah. But I think that it’s quite -.< you know..

Hahaa.. I dunno how to describe lah.. but it’s like all that talk about how we want to go for national champions next year but they don’t want to go because we don’t get to shop? It’s just.. not right. And like jiaolian was seriously looking forward to this trip lah. As in she really really thinks it’ll help us and can tell she really wants us to get the championship. Then she go to the trouble of organizing all this for us and only five of us actually want to go. -.- it’s quite disappointing lah right..

And like price wise. My dad says the air ticket itself should already cost about 700 because it’s end of year hols what. So like 1000 isn’t that bad right.. but everyone thinks it’s very ex. *shrugs*

But I really hope more people will come lah. I mean if very few sec3s want to come jiaolian may very well just change it to a sec2 trip. And when that happens everyone is going to be like complaining that she focuses on the juniors more than us and whatever and all that stuff about her being bias and all that. But seriously, who’s to be blamed if it comes to that? Jiaolian herself also got no choice what right. And like we’re not exactly giving her the impression that we truly want the championship and don’t mind working hard for it and doing whatever we can for the team to get it.

I wouldn’t say it's her fault if she decides to just train the sec2s..

Trainings nowadays are like really crapped up. We just sit around and watch jiaolian train the sec2s most of the time and it’s really irritating.

Not that she’s training the sec2s. I mean it’s their season now what right. It’s the fact that we are not doing anything about it. We can always just take the initiative and train on our own right.. like run or shoot hoops or practice our layups or whatever! Especially on Fridays when we have two courts. We can even just do butterfly on the free court. Anything is better than just sitting and watching them train right. Every training feels like a bloody waste of time now. You don’t even feel like you’ve even exercised at all. ):

If training is going to like continue like that right. I’m so going to train on my own on Tuesdays and Thursday. Although not much can be done when you’re alone, but if things just continue like that right, I’m never going to improve and I’m going to go mad with all that sitting around and waiting for something to happen. I’m already DEPROVING instead lah. My shots are like damn off now and my layups and stuff are so crapped up.

Whatever it is, I still think we should do something about it. If we truly want that trophy, we have to work for it and it won’t come to us just by sitting there and waiting for something to happen. We had to work so hard just to get that sz championship trophy in sec2 and I doubt we’ll even get into top two in sz if we continue like this.

Don’t you think it’s about time we DO something?